CONCESSION
He couldn’t wait to tell his wife, Janelle,
About his day, the way the kids took to
Barthelme’s “The School” he handed out
To map a story’s geographical borders,
Not a series of unrelated prairies and mountains,
But a focus on one continuous piece of land
That had to be crossed by a pioneer
Who would either succumb or succeed
In the trying, kind of like when he took this job
Thirty years ago this June, stepping into the now-
Dead principal’s office to face a future
He didn’t want, but wanted less to be a poor,
Unpublished novelist, so listened to his father
And sucked it up, sat through those god-
Awful waste-of-time pedagogical classes
To be here today, finally at home
With who he was, a teacher, not writer, or,
On a good day, maybe he’d give himself both.
Richard Holinger