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You see me staring in space, listening to the
distant elevator slam to a halt, the waves
chasing the sandpipers, the caterpillar
escaping the cocoon, the wings of the
butterfly barely moving the air,
an egg cracking with new life, the fetus
tapping its legs in the womb.
I am looking and listening to new life and
I can take you to sights and sounds you have
never known and meanings you have never thought,
or tell you what color car belongs to every
teacher and who was late on Tuesday if
you ask.
I ask only to be new born.
ADHD
You see me sitting there and walking there
and running there, and jumping there, and
touching there and before long you sense
my cadence, but not my purpose.
I am a parade of one, the drum major and
the marcher, stepping, tapping,
seeking, moving always to my
music, which you do not hear, which you
do not understand, which I cannot escape,
a walkman perpetually in my ears.
Wave no flags.
Sound no cheers.
March with me.
We can be a parade of two,
stepping into silence.
Peter
Peter walked, dragging the sidewalk behind,
he climbed ramps at a precipitous angle,
a tortuous foot at a time,
his legs drained of blood,
his muscles turning to sponge,
while the $75,000 elevator built for him
with the padded walls from top to bottom,
hung like a bell in its shaft,
an artifact for the ages.
Peter walked, dragging the sidewalk behind,
never asked if he wanted an elevator.
The key dangling like a talisman around his
neck.
Peter chose to be tied to earth,
hanging on when it tilted,
his journey measured in half steps,
his will expressed inches at a time.
Paul Paparella